Facing the fact that he will not like me. As always I'm an alternative, not an option.
I'm such a pain in the ass. I hope I'll disappear in this world, never exists. Seeing you with other girls give me pain, but I can't do anything. It's so weird that I'm feeling jealous and can't express. If I express, it'll bring awkward-ness. Contradicting me, still can't face reality.
People pretty like fairy but me, ugly like... I can't find a word to express!
I find us having lots of common. My one-sided thoughts. Well, I'll bury my feelings again and hope that you'll never know. I won't feel awkward and we can still be friends, a good long term friend.
I hope I can control my behaviours towards you. I cannot care for you too much. Must control.
I can't stop browsing your facebook page. HOW?
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