Why no one likes me?

Having a hard time to get into the working life. Assistant manager just hate me. She picks on me on everything! EVERYTHING.

I'm so stupid and why can't I learn things fast?! Why am I making mistake like always?! Why can't I absorb what people says to me? Why I so slow and stupid??? WHY?

Why can't I keep things to myself? Why am I telling him everything and he's not interested! Can't you just see he don't feel like listening to you? Why make your problem his problem? 

I need a soulmate who listens to me. But, no one. He's not the one because he doesn't want to be one. He don't like me. 

He's trying to tell me he's like the other girl yesterday. Is it? I'll never harass you. Can't I just like you in this way?

Why is the world boycotting me? I'm tired of living ever since I get to know this world. It's just so cruel and reality. 

I just want a simple life. Why can't I?